From lawyers destroying my mental health to protect their daughter from my existence to the endless echoes of my cries for help that go unheard.
That experience with my high school girls mom formed the opinions everyone had of me. I have not had a family willing to help me since then.
I fucking give up. I wish my mom had aborted me instead of bringing me here just to spend life hated by those I need.
This will be my last Christmas. My autistic brain is spent and my body needs repairs. But I don't have time or energy to survive.
I'm so sorry for the burden my life has been on this world.
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