Soul-less

Emptied out once again
No place left to begin
I cannot fight my thoughts
I'd rather keep on feeling lost
Cut me open
Watch me bleed
There's nothing left to take from me
I alone have made this hell
I alone is the one to dwell
Venture not within my grasp
I will most certainly destroy your ass
Your mind and soul will burn away too
It is not something I can undo
Words I cannot retrieve from yesterdays past
My head full of haze from a solid blast
In need of chemicals to escape
I no longer wish for this, my fate
Let me rot, and let me die
I will no longer even try
I leave behind my job and more
As I fade into the floor
Alcohol calls me once again
No all I want is to forget
Forget I ever felt alive
Forget I even thought I'd try
Dreaming no more of what's to come
Only dreading what's been undone
There is no reason for you to stay
I am chaos, you should go away
My heart was shattered and then like new
But all I did was mistreat you
I deserve this suffering and pain
I no longer strive for gain
Fill the hole pack it tight
I wish my air to be gone tonight
Do not cry when I am gone
The world will improve
Everyone will move on
Silent tap dance upon my grave
Here lies a soulless one that no one could save