Until this moment, I've not dwelled and longed for death during this year's holiday season.
For any that know me, this is huge.
Although I struggle still with existing. I will work harder to communicate with other humans. Until I can no longer take this pain.
Caring is far worse than not. My weakness is overtaking my strengths. Maybe I should just stay a musician. Hiding emotion within a song is so much easier than feeling worthless and useless at the same time.
Tomorrow, should it arrive, I will try again.
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